i usually wouldnt post these things
on websites like these because i like to tell myself i am extremely good at controlling my rage
and i know myself from personal experience that sometimes when you’re upset, you say things that you might not mean
the things you post on social networks are generally very permanent
with that being said
im posting this here to forever remind myself that my life will not be permanently worthless, no matter what any of you say
and i almost rushed into some bad decisions, but its times like these where i’m reminded how good my judgement can be during these situations
..its like an informal detachment